feeling that I was poorly prepared was corroborated by a committee that told me often how
underprepared and unqualified I was. I attempted to argue my case, but the committee held
to its position: I was unworthy. Fast forward 2 years: Just before I walked into my qualifying
exam, the committee convinced me that I was going to fail. I succeeded, but that didn't
change its low opinion of me. Then, at the end of my third year, I was selected to receive a …